My greatest struggle right now? It's my heart loving someone my brain does not want to love and at the same time not knowing whether I really love that someone or I am just in love with the thought of being in love. Additionally I don't have a clue whether I am convincing myself to believe that I am just in love with "the love" to get over the fact that I am really in love or I am trying to convince myself that I am in love even though I am actually not. My Brain does not know where my heart is going and vice versa... I think the time period in which this connection (between heart and brain) is built up is what we call "teenage years". It may sounds confusing at the beginnging but it will sound even more confusing at the end...